Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Time

There never seems to be enough time to get it all in. Personal...Work...Devotional. Always active never coming to completion.I have made color coded calendars. I have set don't forget to take care of yourself goals. I have organized to just find my order fulfill the law of thermo-dynamics.

I am beginning to think it is all a myth. That people who regularly go to the gym, eat perfectly, have a tidy desk etc. just need more to do.I would like to give up but the neurotic me cannot. I still desire ORDER. I still want to be thin. I can't even blog regularly.
So I ate a Sonic burger and a diet coke for lunch. I am going to address my OU/OSU calendars and then get the stuff I took out of the closet to make room for my niece put away and if GOD wills get my garage ready to paint. I still need to fold towels and clean the shop. So much for self. Although, I am very fulfilled when it gets done. So who knows maybe work is more relaxing than Yoga to some of us more.............uncentered folks. If you read this you are welcome to pray for me to become a balanced individual. Or you can buy me a session with Caesar Milan.  

Monday, July 12, 2010

Ramblings

You know you haven't blogged in a while when they have changed the screen.It is really hard to blog when one has already talked to people all day. No matter how cleaver and uplifting my content may be; it is worn out by the end of the day.
Maybe that is why so many do quiet time in the morning instead of night. Perhaps God does prefer it that way. I always thought he wanted us to converse pretty much all the time. I thought quiet time was like a diet. As long as you eat the same calories in a 24 hour period your fat glands do not really care that much when you eat them. But perhaps I am wrong.
Maybe God wants to hear it all the first time; unedited, unscripted and fresh. Maybe if I spent quality time with Him in the morning HE could edit a lot of the content. Perhaps then my conversations with others would be cleaner, crisper and sweeter. Perhaps he could cause my brain to work better.Instead of having to hear a lot of problems, confessions and whining.  He could enjoy praise and adulation about how well His ideas worked. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... I think we have a plan.
Thanks Jesus!
What does this have to do with blogging or the lack therof? Not sure................